i am so sorry for not having posted anything for quite a while...*hüst* but i try to make up for it now :-) one reason for not having posted anything for a while was that my life was pretty uneventful recently. i was working, working, working, skyping, go swimming, jogging...that's about it. so as you see you guys havent missed a lot ;-)
i'm off to sweden next wedensday and im really looking forward to see emil again; but it sucks that i miss katrin and my cousins bday :-( after sweden gurten is coming up and i'm defenitely so looking forward to freakin asia *yeehaa* anyway guys i will keep you updated about my trip to sweden and how everything goes with meeting emil's parents and well the rest of his relatives !
time for uuuuupdates! i don't even know where to start...so let's see...i was in egypt with my mum and it was really great. i travelled to kairo and luxor and the rest of the time i was lying on the beach eating eating eating. then i started working as a receptionist @ hotel bänklialp. job is ok, it's just a really hard job. basically i work like a slave. i'm not quite sure those working times are legal...i work like 45 hours a week, average, and now during christmas and new year it will be around 50. so that means i start at 7.30 am and finish at 22 pm...nice isnt it? never free time on weekends...so it is a MIRACLE i can go eating with all of you on the 22nd. i am so happy i dont have to work that evening. well and then there are the other news. since one week i've got a boyfriend. his name is emil and he is from sweden (ok ok i know what you all think now, but he absolutely isnt an asshole like the rest of that nation) he is one of the nicest guys i've ever met. i think i best compare him with...edward? he fucking looks so similiar to that guy that it's creepy, and he is as gentle and caring as he is. sometimes he is a little too shy, but he's got such a beautiful smile. since one week, every free minute we can get, we spend together. (will get difficult now till new year is over...since i have to work nearly ALL the fucking time...so i hope our relationship will survive that) it's also kinda weird being in a relationship...since i haven't really been into one for quite a while. but it's really nice after all that just kissing guys on one night and then never see them again. i think i'm doing the right thing with emil, cus i dont want to be with any other guy than him. we didnt say "i love you" to eachother yet, cus if i say something like that i really have to mean it, and since i only know him since a week i dont feel ready to say that yet. maybe you girls will meet him on the 22nd:-) i keep you updated! but he really keeps me going when work sucks. like today i came home really pissed off, close to crying, and he came over to my place and watched life of brian with me, caressing my back all the time trying to comfort me. how cuuuuute is that? of course i do doubt every once in a while if it's a mistake to give my trust to a guy...don't trust in men...that's better, but i try not to have thoughts like that. i really like him and i want to give him a fair chance! so that's all! miss you all so much and see you on the 22nd!
Aaaalrighty I know I haven't posted for ages, and I am sorry about that...sooo I try to catch up with some things...so let's see...I quit uni, got a job for winter season (the job is starting in december) and i have my old job till end of october, which gives me one month for traveling. I'm thinking of making either a euro-trip or going back to australia for one month. Soo i don't really have a plan for my life so far. First I was really pissed not having a clue what to do with my life...but hey, i think it's not so bad for a change...not knowing what to do. Anyway...today I found an old folder on my computer with long forgotten poems and stuff I once wrote. And that's where I suddenly got across this:
Fragen eines Engels
„Vermagst du mir die mächtigste aller Mächte nennen?
Vermagst du mir die zerstörerischste von ihnen nennen?
Diejenige, die alle in den Schatten stellt?
In der alles andere den Ursprung findet?“
Fragte der kleine Engel Gott. Gott antwortete:
„Die mächtigste Macht, mein kleiner Engel, sind die Worte. In ihnen ist die ganze Macht vereint. Nur ein paar wenige von ihnen vermögen einen Menschen zu zerstören, nur ein paar wenige vermögen Liebe offenbaren.“
Der kleine Engel war erstaunt.
Wie viel Wut und Trauer doch auf der Welt waren, verursacht durch Worte. Wäre es da nicht einfacher die Menschen würden verstummen?
Da fragte der kleine Engel: „ Was aber ist mit den körperlichen, gewaltsamen Mächten, die einen Menschen heimsuchen? Vermögen diese ihn nicht auch zu zerstören?“
Da antwortete Gott: „Mein lieber kleiner Engel, über die Macht der Seele musst du noch so einiges lernen. Denn egal wie viele Verletzungen einem Menschen von aussen zugefügt werden, vermögen sie die Seele nur erreichen, wenn diese es zulässt. Obschon die Verletzungen Spuren hinterlassen, hat allein die Seele die Kraft und Macht sie zu zulassen und zu beseitigen.
Worte aber, mein kleiner Engel, dringen tiefer in das Reich der Seele als es Schläge jemals tun werden können. Unterschätze niemals die Macht der Seele. Sie ist unberechenbar, allmächtig.“
Der kleine Engel war ganz verwirrt nach all diesen Worten. Doch eines wurde ihm klar, nämlich zu wählen seine Worte in Zukunft vorsichtiger, denn ihre Macht ist nicht zu unterschätzen.I really have forgotten that I wrote that once...it's weird to find stuff like that...but anyway, i thought you might wanna read it:-)
haha ok for all of you who already know i'm clumsy and all sorts of funny shit is always happening to me...this story you defenitely can add in the top list. so it was first of august, swiss national day, commonly known for getting drunk at this day...and guess who had to work the next day? but anyway i was getting so drunk and after a while i went to toilet with a friend of mine (svenja) one was already occupied, svenja took the other and so i waited outside, talking to svenja saying stuff like: shiiiiiit i'm so druuuuunk, i don't know how i can work tomorrow and so on...then suddenly the person in the other occupied toilet spoke: daniela? and i was like ohhh fuck who on earth is that? and then ohh guess who stepped out of the toilet? MY BOSS! FUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!! come on that's not fair;-) how high is the probability that something like that happens? but it certainly always happens to me...anyway that's what makes life interesting:-)
what else...stephi and me found an appartment in zh, only till january, but hey better than sleeping under the bridge. Ahhh i am sooo looking forward to stockholm:-) all the candy *mhhhm* i will bring you all a bag with candy and chocolate:-) haha btw i have curls now! looks quite funny; just wanted to try out something new.
so hope we can all meet up once. (first of august would be cool)
puss och kram
(haha my swedish is improving)
so i will keep you updated as much as possible
cross fingers for me this friday and saturday (fuuuuck it's already tomorrow...crap crap crap i'm so nervous)
miss you all guys
and you know what? i will see you all in 4 weeks:-)
after that we went to a lighthouse ( we walked there like 2 kilometeres..and jupp i got a nice sunburn) the lighthouse is supposed to be the most eastern part of whole australia:-) soooo it was quite an exhausting day
after that we went to the beachhouse drinking a beer and now i have to get ready for going out tonight:-) (although my legs are dying of tiredness
soo i keep you updated about the weekend and check out the pics from skydiving on facebook(i'm uploading them now...could take a while with the awfully slow connection here)
miss you all
otherwise we got the results from our mock exam 2 (i got 81%over all so jeeehaaa already and A...hopefully its going to be that good at the real exam)
so i update you tomorrow about skydive and my life;-)