Aaaalrighty I know I haven't posted for ages, and I am sorry about that...sooo I try to catch up with some things...so let's see...I quit uni, got a job for winter season (the job is starting in december) and i have my old job till end of october, which gives me one month for traveling. I'm thinking of making either a euro-trip or going back to australia for one month. Soo i don't really have a plan for my life so far. First I was really pissed not having a clue what to do with my life...but hey, i think it's not so bad for a change...not knowing what to do. Anyway...today I found an old folder on my computer with long forgotten poems and stuff I once wrote. And that's where I suddenly got across this:
Fragen eines Engels
„Vermagst du mir die mächtigste aller Mächte nennen?
Vermagst du mir die zerstörerischste von ihnen nennen?
Diejenige, die alle in den Schatten stellt?
In der alles andere den Ursprung findet?“
Fragte der kleine Engel Gott. Gott antwortete:
„Die mächtigste Macht, mein kleiner Engel, sind die Worte. In ihnen ist die ganze Macht vereint. Nur ein paar wenige von ihnen vermögen einen Menschen zu zerstören, nur ein paar wenige vermögen Liebe offenbaren.“
Der kleine Engel war erstaunt.
Wie viel Wut und Trauer doch auf der Welt waren, verursacht durch Worte. Wäre es da nicht einfacher die Menschen würden verstummen?
Da fragte der kleine Engel: „ Was aber ist mit den körperlichen, gewaltsamen Mächten, die einen Menschen heimsuchen? Vermögen diese ihn nicht auch zu zerstören?“
Da antwortete Gott: „Mein lieber kleiner Engel, über die Macht der Seele musst du noch so einiges lernen. Denn egal wie viele Verletzungen einem Menschen von aussen zugefügt werden, vermögen sie die Seele nur erreichen, wenn diese es zulässt. Obschon die Verletzungen Spuren hinterlassen, hat allein die Seele die Kraft und Macht sie zu zulassen und zu beseitigen.
Worte aber, mein kleiner Engel, dringen tiefer in das Reich der Seele als es Schläge jemals tun werden können. Unterschätze niemals die Macht der Seele. Sie ist unberechenbar, allmächtig.“
Der kleine Engel war ganz verwirrt nach all diesen Worten. Doch eines wurde ihm klar, nämlich zu wählen seine Worte in Zukunft vorsichtiger, denn ihre Macht ist nicht zu unterschätzen.
I really have forgotten that I wrote that once...it's weird to find stuff like that...but anyway, i thought you might wanna read it:-)take care!
- Mood:
sleepy
haha ok for all of you who already know i'm clumsy and all sorts of funny shit is always happening to me...this story you defenitely can add in the top list. so it was first of august, swiss national day, commonly known for getting drunk at this day...and guess who had to work the next day? but anyway i was getting so drunk and after a while i went to toilet with a friend of mine (svenja) one was already occupied, svenja took the other and so i waited outside, talking to svenja saying stuff like: shiiiiiit i'm so druuuuunk, i don't know how i can work tomorrow and so on...then suddenly the person in the other occupied toilet spoke: daniela? and i was like ohhh fuck who on earth is that? and then ohh guess who stepped out of the toilet? MY BOSS! FUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!! come on that's not fair;-) how high is the probability that something like that happens? but it certainly always happens to me...anyway that's what makes life interesting:-)
what else...stephi and me found an appartment in zh, only till january, but hey better than sleeping under the bridge. Ahhh i am sooo looking forward to stockholm:-) all the candy *mhhhm* i will bring you all a bag with candy and chocolate:-) haha btw i have curls now! looks quite funny; just wanted to try out something new.
so hope we can all meet up once. (first of august would be cool)
puss och kram
hejda!
(haha my swedish is improving)
so i will keep you updated as much as possible
cross fingers for me this friday and saturday (fuuuuck it's already tomorrow...crap crap crap i'm so nervous)
miss you all guys
and you know what? i will see you all in 4 weeks:-)
greez dani
after that we went to a lighthouse ( we walked there like 2 kilometeres..and jupp i got a nice sunburn) the lighthouse is supposed to be the most eastern part of whole australia:-) soooo it was quite an exhausting day
after that we went to the beachhouse drinking a beer and now i have to get ready for going out tonight:-) (although my legs are dying of tiredness
soo i keep you updated about the weekend and check out the pics from skydiving on facebook(i'm uploading them now...could take a while with the awfully slow connection here)
miss you all
otherwise we got the results from our mock exam 2 (i got 81%over all so jeeehaaa already and A...hopefully its going to be that good at the real exam)
so i update you tomorrow about skydive and my life;-)
sooo now i "should" do some homework...but yeah....never mind that *lol*
uh and this lady, our teacher, keeps telling how haaaaard this course is gonna be and blabla, we will see;-)
so love you all and miss you all guys
ok first of all I MISS YOU ALL LIKE HELL *SNIF* *buhuu* *cry* ok...and second: i'm awake now for 45 hours...i couldn't get some sleep in the aeroplane (too much movies in one plane *lol*) and yeah my host mum thought it's better for the jetlack to wait till evening with sleeping so that i get accustomed (please don't mind my writing i can't even spell my name right in this condition) i can feel that my brain is getting slower and slower the longer i stay up. but anyway here the first updates;-) on the flight from zh to dubai i sat next to a really hot guy *sabber* but not as hot as the movies i could choose *sabber* (i've seen about 7 movies on my trip, not counting the series i've seen like futurama,scrubs,two and a half man and how i met your mother) unfortunately the flight to dubai lasted only 5 hours and then i haven't seen this guy anymore; from dubai to singapore and then till brisbane i sat next to a fat guy that needed one and a half seat (yeah the other half was from MY seat) anyway actually i would have been sitting next to a really nice woman from south africa but then a girl asked me if i would change place with her so she could sit with her other friend...of course i told yes, i mean i don't mind i'm traveling alone anyway...that was before i saw the fat guy...so goodbye nice old lady and hello mr.i need your seat as well guy. Soo finally i landed in brisbane and the travel agency in eberg arranged a car that would drive me to my host family (it actually was a limo, no kiddin) soo and now to my host family, they are quite nice, got a huge house and a pool and a home cinema; they are italian and both well nourished *haha* and they try to feed me like my mother tries to feed steffi;.-) so i will return with plus 10 kilos i guess;-) and yeah they got that son (he is 4) and he is *grraa* yeah in the afternoon we went with him to a circus (there i was up 40 hours) and yeah...the family is the opposite of me, they go to bed at 8 and get up at 5 *lol*...hellooo that's the time i go to bed not up. but anyway at least i found the way to brisbane (for all those who bet against me *pah*) *lol* yeah....i probably should go to bed now because i've never in my whole life been so long up like that.
MISS YOU ALL SOOOO MUCH
love you all
and best greetings from australia
doniela calimero de christo
Disappearing Dust
You’re gone and all you leave behind is painful dust
My biggest mistake was to give you my trust
To let you into my wounded heart
That was falling apart
You’re disappearing and all you leave behind is a shadow
Our friendship that is nothing more than hollow
After all those years I can’t forget it
That’s the worst part of it
You’re gone and all you leave behind is a confused mind
My biggest mistake was to let you be part of my mind
You tread me with your feet and you can’t see
You haven’t deserved me
- Mood:
disappointed
greez doniela calimero de cristo (noo i'm not tired at all nooo*lol*)
- Music:simple plan-your love is a lie
A huge aloha to all of you! Last weekend i've been in st. gallen with svenja visiting katrin; the weekend was awesome; we've done a lot of funny stuff (you can read all about this in katrin's lj post *lol*) i still have to send you the pics, by the way, but first i need to transport them to my computer *hüstel* the ones with the kiffercap are absolutely funny:-) so as you might now i'm going to australia on the 1st of january (what a nice day to fly...haha) for 3 months...i'm already looking forward to this...just imagine all those hot surfer guys *lol* and as a friend of mine told me (she already has been in australia) the guys there are absolutely hot and they love to party and apparently they're really open...and love sex *lol* but enough of that (i'll write posts as much as possible during the time in australia) soo on friday it's HALLOWEEEEEEEN *YEEEHAAAA* as you might have noticed, i love halloween:-) this halloween i'm going to basel, although i miss you all girls...i hope we can all meet up again:-) i count on you to party with me on the 31st of december (my last day in switzerland)
by the way: it's unbelievable that they didn't take katrin in this casting...i mean honestly, ive heard her singing and she sings absolutely beautiful, how dare they? her voice is too good anyways for this casting; so don't be sad hon:-)
miss you all
Hi homies! Sry for my absence...but the work,tv,edward and facebook kept me busy:-) so now i ended up reading all your entries, i had actually to catch up...a month when I am right *lol* so i think i'll start telling a bit myself; as you know i'm still working in the photostudio and as it turned out i can stay there till i will start studying next year(i still dunno what *horrified*), which is great, so i can earn a lot money for travelling (planned is agypt in january, kiev in may or whenever anna has time, and london or florence in november) on thursday there is always salsa night which is always a lot of fun with my friends vreni and romiglia (they're working with me in the photostudio) they are on the same freak level with me *lol* which is a rare thing to find.
I'm already looking forward to halloween (you know i love halloween*lol*) and i will bake a dracula cake:-) steffi, no objection please*lol* soo what else can i say...i love my life as it is now :-)
@steffi: are you joining us on thursday with salsa dancing?
@katrin: how's university? i'm suffering with you, you poor thing...a week or two without tv...how horrible:-)
@anna: wazzup with a certain guy?;-) see you tomorrow afternoon, i managed to bake muffins without destroying the kitchen...there are so many muffins, we have to eat a looot tomorrow, shall i bring some movies?
Soo i think i'll go and watch a bit tv:-)
I hope to see you all on halloween*freu*
- Mood:
good - Music:mattafix
After a good old habit of mine..i write poems*lol* here is the newest one:-)!
Mélodie und der Untergang
Ich liebe es dem Klang der Musik, der Stimme zu zuhören
Ich liebe es, einfach nur dir zu gehören
Ich liebe den Tag, verachte die Nacht
Nach all den Fehlern, die wir Menschen gemacht
Ich bewundere die Menschen, ihre Gefühle, ihre Kraft
Doch ich verabscheue ihre Macht
Die Macht zu Terror, Hass und Manipulation
Und die Liebe, die erklärt ihre Kapitulation
Ich achte die Nähe, den Zusammenhalt
Doch ich verachte die innere und äussere Gewalt
Die so schwer ist zu vermeiden
Und sich an dich schleicht so bescheiden
Ich liebe es den wundersamen Geräuschen zu lauschen
Doch ich hasse all die Übel, die sich häufen
Dich nicht mehr zu lieben
Und all die Welten, die sich verschieben
Aloha homies!
Finally it was first of august:-) so i'll tell you a bit about it; it started in the afternoon: mathild and me ate some delicious bratkäse for lunch and then together with anna we participated to the child games...actually it was just me *lol*;-) then at about 6pm katrin came to my house, we were eating pasta and posing with chocolate and wentworth (here some pics)
I forgot to tell you about my sexy wentworth miller cup:-) my cousin jasmin gave this as a graduation present for me:-)
I'm really happy to have such a great cousin;-)
Then after dinner, katrin, anna, svenja, steffi, mathild and me went to the gangsta village called engelberg*lol*...i'm still tired...you hardly notice...well where was I? ahh yeah the evening...here some pics:
Here you can see gangsta anna and homie svenja
Anna discussing wildely and Thildi
Haven't I told you I wanted to do all the child stuff on frist of august? I really wanted to have a lampion:-) unfortunately mine crashed after one minute i had it in my hand...*lol*
And here's a picture of Fränzi and Tony my bosses...i have to admit this isn't a really good pic of them..but the chances are very low that they're ever gonna read this journal:-)
Haha and here are some crazy pics...the later the evening, the worse it got:-) besides you know I'm crazy;-)
On the pic from the left: steffi, jaqueline,some crazy girl*lol*, and barbie
big hug for jaye and me
And this is vreni and rolf *lol* (vreni is working also with me in the photostudio, jaye as well, and rolf is working at the ice flyer...or somewhere else too?lol i don't know)
Rolf the ultimate ladykiller(don't worry, he's married and has a child)
Vreni, steffi and me
Jaye, Barbi, and the nose of vreni with some strange guy, who laughed the whole time histerically*lol*
still the same weird guy this time with vreni and me posing for pictures
And here are svenja and mathild
Soo that were at least the censored pictures *lol* later we moved on to spindle and it's not documented anymore on pictures:-) we met also Benj, Franz, Widi, Tabita..actually nearly the whole class. It was really wonderful to see you all again and I hope you all had also such a great first of august.
Miss you all! and now I reaaaally have to go to sleep...i still suffer under a lack of sleep and i have to work *snif*!
- Mood: sleepy
- Music:H.I.M- in joy and sorrow
Ciao homies!
Sry I haven't been online for ages, but as you might now I was in Italy:-) it was a lot of fun...pictures are coming....other wise I have to work a lot and i really have not that much free time which suxxs. Today I've seen Steffi after a long time and it was really great to see her again. I really missed you gangsta sister:-) soo i have to go and watch prison break, the end of season 3...which is really sad, i loved prison break, espescially wentworth miller *lol* what i love most about him is not his good looking thing, but he is really intelligent, which is, for my taste, attractive. I'm really looking forward to first of august. A lot of my friends will be there and I can't wait to see them all, even J is coming to eberg, which is really nice. And I even have free on the 2nd of august...which is even greater*lol*! Soo I really have to go..and tomorrow working again..das gurkt mich a *lol* really...i hate it to be busy, i would like to hang around and do nothing:-)
oki goodbye homies, miss you all, see you on 1st of august!
- Mood: good
- Music:oasis-wonderwall
Potestas temporis
Die Zeit scheint zu entrinnen
Dabei kann niemand gewinnen
Du versuchst sie zu halten
Doch sie lacht dich bloss an in ihren Gestalten
Die Hoffnung, sie möge zerrinnen
Diese Hoffnung kann nicht gewinnen
Die Hoffnung, zu vergessen
Die Zeit, sie wird dich nach ihr messen
Die Hoffnung, sie möge stehen
Zu sein gnädig für einen Augenblick
Doch sie wird vergehen
Sie wird dich messen nach ihr Geschick
- Mood: good
- Music:placebo
This weekend I've been in zürich with steffi and katrin checking out the caliente festival. It was a lot of fun...except the guys who were dancing a little bit too close...and I was really annoyed by one guy who was about 40 and always wanted to dance with us...*wüaaak* i mean helloo....doen't he notice that he is a little bit too old for us; the next day we went to the cinema and watched kungfu panda, which was a really funny and great done movie. Here are some pictures of my weekend trip. It starts with a session in the train, i was bored and took a lot of pics from steffi; here are the best ones:-)!
Steffi having disgusting thoughts?
steffi and katrin eating some delicious meat
the rest of the evening isn't documented with pictures;-)...fortunately*lol*
On our trip back to engelberg steffi and me had to wait in stans for the next train, so we went into a bar and drank a hot chocolate...and guess what happened (this time it wasn't even me*lol*) steffi managed to empty her hot chocolate in 2 seconds*lol* on a newspaper:-)!
So this was my weekend:-)! And for those who doesn't know it yet, katrin joined lj, so have a look at her lj:-)!
- Mood: good
- Music:placebo-pure morning
Once again I wrote a poem for the guy who will never notice that the poem is written for him...guys can be so blind it's unbelievable, well never mind, I published it never the less for my readers; enjoy it:-) and if the unbelievable wonder would come, that this special guy would finally notice it, I will tell you immediatly;-)*lol*
Forbidden love
Auf dieser Welt sind so viele Dinge ungerecht
Unzählige Entscheidungen sind schlecht
So viele falsche Wege werden beschritten
Und immer in den schwarzen Sonnenuntergang geritten
Doch eines dieser Dinge scheint mir das schlimmste
Und dazu noch das dümmste
Dich, meine Hoffnung, zu verlieren
Ich wünschte, ich würde dich verdienen
Du siehst mich nicht
Und doch ertrag ich es nicht
Auf den schwarzen Flügeln eines Adlers am Horizont
Ich wünschte, ich hätte es gekonnt
Dir mein Geheimnis zu sagen
Ich würde alles riskieren zu verlieren
Und doch werd ich es wagen:
Ich kann ohne dich nicht mehr leben
- Mood:
anxious - Music:Metallica-the unforgiven 2
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